The past week

/ Wednesday, 14 June 2017 /
  1. Feeling pretty blasé throughout this week. Made plans to hang out with family on the public holiday on Monday and tonight, and tried to keep busy but I'm not feeling 100% focussed (with the exception of margertias night with high school friends last Friday, which was fantastic)
  2. Have a large new chunk of work to do. I should really focus on this transaction, stop procrastinating and demonstrate my capabilities to my boss... It is a great opportunity with a large client, so I just have to properly motivate myself and pummel through.
  3. I know I am too impatient. I like to push things to make them work, to hurry the process because I can't stand grey areas or prolonged uncertainty. It's a very misguided attitude in that sense. I really should stop applying this mentality to things that are non-work related. I have to accept that some things just take time, a lot of thought and reflection, and accept that I will feel uncomfortable and uneasy during that process.
  4. Trying to reach out more to friends who I have lost contact with, or I was shying away from because I was finding it hard to be an emotional pillar for them (very selfish, I know. But it became very tiring and exhausting).
  5. My neck hurts and I feel nauseous sometimes when I sit for too long without stretching properly. I don't want to WebMD it...will take two scrolls before the word "CANCER" pops up.
  6. To end on a positive note - things to look forward to (and hopefully actually enjoy): Vivid with family tonight, more Vivid tomorrow and a work friend's housewarming on Saturday night (where I plan to stuff myself with curries, naan and other yummy goodies to compensate for this gloominess I'm feeling).

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